Empty Arms and Broken Hearts

As you all know, my husband and I were in the process of adopting a baby boy.

Unfortunately, our birth mother couldn't go through with the adoption and decided not to place her baby.  The worst part is the way she did it.  There was no discussion, no explanation.  She more or less took the baby and ran.  We haven't heard from her since.

Needless to say, we are angry and devastated.

It's Almost Time!

In just about two weeks, my life is going to change forever.  If all goes as we would like it to, I will have a new title.... Mother.  

It is so close and yet still so far.  I can see the finish line, I am exhausted, my nerves are shot, but we are still full of hope and anticipation.  Until papers are signed, I will not be able to relax or even breathe. 

I will be taking a break from posting for a while.  We need to finish preparing both our house and our hearts for baby.